Already I'm so lonesome I could die...




Bee's on her way back to Perth right now, somewhere over the pacific ocean probably. It has been a pretty solid month and a half. We met up, went places, caught movies, spoiled ourselves with delicious food, and topped it all off with a delightful half hour on the Flyer.


My life had pretty much been normal the first half of the year when she wasn't here, just minding my own business, going through the nonchalant routine of school, home, school home, not giving much thoughts about anything else. Occasionally she'd call me on her Aussie mobile for about 5 minutes or so, and ended up with a fat bill to pay.



I thought my life was pretty complete that way, or incomplete depending on how you view it. I didn't need a partner and I was satisfied that way regardless.



She came back, broke my normal life's cycle, and made it special. She asked if I still loved her, and I said no, which was the right thing to say, though it couldn't be further from the truth. But that was all that she needed to know. Now that she's gone again for the next four months, I have to start getting used to the old way of living, only now I realise it wasn't so normal afterall, the first half of the year. It was lonesome, mundane, and pitiful.



Guess that's kinda how I feel right now, this cold turkey effect. It'll take a while, and then I'll feel better.



Until she comes back again, I'll try and make good of the promises she made me keep.

Edit: She's not even my gf -_-